Tag: lesbian

I am in love with you.

But something tells me there is more under the surface of your discarding of me. I need you, now more than I ever have. Why? Because I am ready to love you actively and fully. Transparently and forreal, woman. Can you hear me? Can you feel me? I feel you. Or maybe I just feel myself, hoping a piece of me can float amongst the universe and reach you somehow. And…I know this happens to people. They do not get the lover or the romance, but I am in love with you.

I never felt this way before.

A feeling of being so close and so far away from you. I am having a hard time expressing this…mainly because I wish I could express this to you. Talk to you. Tell you everything, and nothing. Nothing at all cause you do not care. Seemingly.

That is all I know for sure.

I feel it. I hope you do too.

An Ideal First Date Part: 2.

At some point in this date, you would ask me about the types of women I usually go for.
I would tell you that I usually go for smooth women, like You.

You would giggle.

I would giggle.

Our eyes would Lock.

My brain at this point, will be trying to tell my eyes to look away and stare at something else.

Unfortunately, on this particular night, Your eyes would be too mesmerizing to look away and honestly I would not want to.
The corners of Your red lips would lift slowly, then Your tongue would take a slow glide along them both.

The enticement would almost be too much for me to handle, and yet I still cannot look away.

“Do you like what you see?” , You would ask.

“I love what I see”, I would reply.

“You two need desert menus?”, the Server interrupts…

An Ideal First Date.

An ideal first date with You would be at a distinct restaurant with distinct music and distinct menus.
I think You may be wearing something short…and Black; something easy to remove.

On our ideal date, We would have great conversation that would be short-lived, because Our subconscious minds have more in store than what is typically appropriate of being said, because: First Dates.

I think You would order salmon and broccoli.
I would order chicken tenders.

I would probably be wearing something silk, and revealing, revealing to You.
I am sure you are checking out my chest which is peaking from underneath a button up shirt, I have buttoned downed to the fourth hole.

You laugh at all my corny jokes, because You are easy going and down to Earth.

I admire Your eyes when You speak because I am deep and You are an ocean.

Yes, this First Date is intense.

A Hopeful Lesbian Lover.

Yeah, so obviously there is no handbook on how to be a lesbian or whatever that even means. How do I ensure that I am not portraying, bi-sexual. what if I am bi-sexual? shit.

This is confusing. This has surpassed confusing, I am livid with the thought that I may not be gay enough because there is not a fucking handbook where I can check the criteria.